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America is burning! Not, sort of, literally, they didn’t set any fires. That’s probably today. But metaphorically, the ‘home of democracy’ is under mob rule. The only problem being that the leader of that mob is, currently, the (once) elected president of that country. Normally civil insurgence occurs to overthrow a dastardly, vile, corrupt and evil leader. In this case he’s leading the charge. Inciting the masses. Inflaming the plebs. And unlike most ‘plebs’ in the world, America’s arrive carrying semi-automatic weapons, dressed in bullet-proofs, combat gear, with helmets, gas masks, the full… 9 yards… 9mm, the full metal jackets.

And this ‘flash mob’, has been on waiting since Election Day. Which is why they could arrive so quickly that they outnumbered all the police and security. In Washington DC. Where, I’m guessing, there’s rather a lot of such people.

The ‘average’ Trump supporter is some poor misguided wretch from Alabama. These were not average. These terrorists were emphatically ‘sub-normal’. And all ‘on standby’, as they have been since Hitler was overthrown. Right wing paramilitaries. America’s full of ‘em. They’re all unemployed and arrived with military precision, the confederate flags on their Chevy pick-ups blowing as one and grouping like a SWAT team (‘hut, hut, hut, hut, hut…’)

But Trump handled it so well. Having fired them all up, he waited til the Capitol was completely taken over and Joe Biden had implored him, on national tv, to call off the dogs before the army goes in and nukes ‘em. Waste of a good building that would be.

Narcissistic personalities inhabit their own reality. It’s not a matter of mere delusion for imbeciles like Trump. Theirs is the ONLY possible reality. And thus, poor Don has invented a fiction for himself in which he could only possibly have lost the election if it was unfair. And this he believes in the face of any trivial ‘facts’, like the opposition getting more votes in every state and his own party declaring ‘it wasn’t even close’.

The idiots who perpetrated yesterday’s madness are the same ‘alt-right’ he’s been courting since he invited the KKK grand poobah for tea before the election he won. And ‘alt-right’ is an anagram of ‘Black lives don’t matter’. If you’re a bit dyslexic.

I’d like to feel sorry for Trump. But yesterday he elevated himself from ‘total asshole’ to ‘totally dangerous, oblivious, deluded and moronic asshole with no care or understanding of the damage he inflicts’.

Happy Thursday, vive la revolucion!!!!

A xxxx

I don’t know if this is an extension of Tier 4, morphing into an official lockdown, or a different thing altogether, like, forget Tier 4, we’re over that and NOW we’re having a proper lockdown. Not like the last one, that was shit. Like the FIRST one. The proper one. Except for two important differences. They’re still playing football matches and places of worship are not closing. Which is essentially just one thing really. Football is the thing we worship, love, adore, exalt and praise (and spit, swear, abuse women, chant racism and drag knuckles, but that is NOT for this conversation!) so our ‘places of worship’ are a bit different to those mentioned in Coronavirus rule, number 42,782,075,881.23, but what does Boris know? In fact the only difference between today (last day of Tier 4) and tomorrow (first day of 3rd ‘lockdown’) is that I CAN’T PLAY TENNIS. Unless I’m ‘elite’, which many feel is a worthy term, or ‘disabled’, which even more might find appropriate. So as I don’t really do ‘that kind of worship’, all I have left is football.

But this is turning into the best season of all time. Because Christmas is now behind us and normally, we’re already looking at the Champions Elect as they smile smugly down the table from their 18-point ‘cushion’, defying other teams to challenge their unquestionable supremacy. But this season is different. No clear leaders. No cushions, no big ‘gaps’, just lots of teams all within just a few points of each other. And all way above Arsenal. I’m going to say that we now have a top 8. Ok, the 9th team in fact have the same number of points as the 8th but as that team is Chelsea, I’ve decided that it is my arbitrary fucking line and I’ll draw it where I fucking want!

But no fat lady is singing currently. And is unlikely to stoke up her voice for a long while. As every team seems to go through waves of form. Spurs were ‘unplayable’ for a good while. Then suddenly they became playable again. Hopefully that’s over with the fab win against Leeds on Saturday. Liverpool are still top, but not in any meaningful way after losing at Southampton last night. Who, in turn, enter that ‘elite’ top 8. Chelsea appear to be heading down whilst lowly Arsenal are temporarily heading in the opposite direction. Which is a shame because conversations involving Arsenal and relegation are my all time favourites. Manchester City are threatening but still aren’t quite as they have been previously. And Manchester United have shot up the table but hopefully will revert back to their former hapless form pretty soon. Leaving Spurs and Leicester to fight it out. I will mention Aston Villa because I have to, and now have done so, fulfilling all obligations.

But first, Brentford tonight. The Carabao Cup semi-final. Doesn’t get much bigger than that.

Happy Lockdown

A xxxx

Here’s a stunning headline, a real shocker: ‘Grease (the movie) is sexist!!’ HOLY SHIT!! Is it? I never realised. Though thinking about it, the movie is just about school kids. Ok, who are all white, the entire cast, who are either having sex with girls who, in the most part, are unwilling to participate, or they’re plotting some form of rape. There is no gay gang at that school. Nor a ‘trans’ one. Only the Trans Am, but that was a car. Poor Rizzo is shamed as a slut! for being so empowered in her own sexuality that she actually likes sex! With loads and loads of different people, sometimes at the same time. Total empowerment. And yet Sandy becomes a hero by dropping her church-going attire and slagging it up for the final scene? Sorry, I mean, ‘taking control of her feminism and powering up’, ish.

But people are actually complaining about all these things. Well, ok, I extended a few arguments for the sake of commentary, but they want the movie banned from tv. Grease. Fucking Grease. A film so harmless I actually always found it rather pathetic. And if it hadn’t featured Olivia Newton-John, I probably would never have watched it 4,274 times. (I actually had the above poster on my bedroom wall. My mum wouldn’t let me hang it in the lounge). And the passion with which ON-J sang ‘Country Roads’, with tears in her eyes, nostalgic for the West Virginia, ‘where she belongs’ was made all more real by her being an Aussie who’d never been to America. But when you look that good, no-one gives a shit. Ok, I didn’t give a shit. Love is love, right?

We must keep Grease, we should never let it become the cinematic equivalent of a Cecil Rhodes statue. We need our history otherwise when we arrive at a ‘better place’, we’ll have nothing to remind us of what it is better than.

And we’ve come a long way from Grease. Don’t get me started on Blazing Saddles!

We’ve come so far that now, football pundit, Karen Carney commented about Leeds United’s method of play, which some could say is, kind of, her job, and invoked the wrath of the entire county of Yorkshire. Starting with the team itself and then… ‘embellished’ by the ‘fans’ who have insulted, abused, and made the inevitable threats of rape, death, violence, whatever. And because she is a pundit? Or because she is a woman in a man’s world?

I find this type of attack disgusting. And probably, without irony, perpetrated by the same small minded, small-penis-ed individuals who wrote all the PC complaints about Grease. This is NOT what social media is for.

Until she picks on Spurs. Then the bitch is mine!!!

Happy confused Sunday

A xxxx

Back in October we booked an event. Do you remember October? Ahhh, those heady days of… well, pretty much like July, less anxious than April, not as hot as May and the word ‘variant’, although part of our language, wasn’t repeated 67 times on every news broadcast. Tiers were what dyslexics cried. It was the time when ‘things were looking up’. We’d reached… somewhere or other where, whilst it wasn’t exactly great, it wasn’t the current bollocks-state either. We were between waves. Like a becalmed surfer.

So after a family meeting (in bed, Sunday morning, me and ‘her’, with the culture section of the paper) we booked to go to Kew Gardens for a ‘winter light spectacular’ or some such. So far into the unknown future that it had to be fine, surely.

It’s tonight. January 2nd. 2021 (in case you missed that bit). Us. Kew Gardens. Lights. Nice.

Until you consider the logistical nitty-gritty. Not going on the train. Too many variants and scumbags. Even variants from nice, bourgoise well-to-dos. Those variants are so strong you can catch them by just looking through a window. R-number: 22. In medical terms: ‘well R-ed’.

So we’ll drive. Solved. And then socially distance from the other 14,000 people all crammed into the entrance area, fighting to spend 15 quid on a paper cup of ‘gluhwein’ because its the only alcohol on sale and we are a nation (probably a whole fucking world) of alcoholics now. The sedative of the masses. Hmmmm…

I was having doubts. Me. The most covid-unbothered person in… my family. But I’m not immune to the constant warnings, the everyday scare tactics and the sheer numbers thrust at us every day. Big numbers. Massive numbers. Plus an article in today’s Times about… Kew Gardens light show. Covid shitstorm. No social distancing, crowds thronging (however that might be done), people… being in places, others… standing with, errr, with intent! It’s a horror show!

So we held another family meeting at which only two words were spoken:

Fuck dat!!

And we cancelled. And I hate myself for doing that because going out anywhere legal is something so rare, but… but… but…

At least Spurs are 2-nil up against Leeds.

Not quite as happy a Saturday as it might have been

A xxxx

Although I ‘dabbled’ in horror movies when I was in my mid-teens, it was never my favourite genre. I didn’t mind the grisly deaths, it was just that they seemed to occur instead of a plot, rather than because of it. Or they all shared the same plot. Which all had that fatal flaw. The gorgeous young blonde just taking a shortcut through the woods. In pitch black on her own. Yeah, that’s gonna happen.

But then I was in California and Friday 13th part 3 (what! They didn’t kill enough people in the first two???) came out, I couldn’t resist the hype. It opened on Hollywood Boulevard at midnight on Friday 13th. I mean… I mean… Oh, and it was in 3-d, rather a rarity back then. Giving loads of special effects a higher billing than the already diminished and diluted plot-line, but sometimes… its written in the stars.

So out we ventured. I lived about 3 blocks from the Chinese ‘Theatre’ (what they call a cinema in America because they don’t use the full richness of the language they fucking stole). So with my flat-mate, Craig, and our two gels-of-the-moment, we actually walked to see the film. No-one walks in Southern California. Possibly being (I really don’t remember, but-) worse for a little alcohol? Definitely some unprescribed medication, various herbs and… errr… remedies. A pretty normal night out in 1982. Amazing we found the place. Even though we lived on Hollywood Boulevard itself.

Craig was an English guy, friend of a friend, and we shared living space. He was very good looking (we all were in our flat), dark and butch and… he wore an eye patch. I know, it was 1982, it was New Romantics, everyone wore a fucking eye patch. But his was real because a boating accident left him with terrible double vision which was, in time, to be operated upon. Meanwhile, eye patch. Like the entire queue lines of most of the clubs we went to.

The credits rolled, “FRIDAY THE 13th”, they proclaimed, then underneath appeared a tiny “3-d”. And as we all sat there with our silly red and green lensed specs on, that little ‘3-d’ started coming towards us. And growing. And speeding up. Until it was flying straight into the faces of about 18,000 people. Who all, as one, ducked under the seats. Instinctive reaction. Well, all except one person. Craig. Who just sat there with his eye patch and silly specs smiling at the screen, oblivious to the event and wondering what everyone was doing. Because if you take away one eye, even with silly specs on, you only get 1-d. He was 2 short of a full reaction. 2 short of a full appreciation.

I learned more about binocular vision and stereopsis that night than all those years wasted in lectures.

Happy 2021!!!

A xxxx

I used to be a ‘believer’. I had ‘faith’. But then we lost at Chelsea…

I also used to be a believer in that other thing, the God thing. Possibly til I was almost 9, maybe only 8 and then it all just got a bit illogical, a bit of a cop-out, a bit ‘out there’ for a young mind trying to make sense of a universe which was becoming ever more complex in a really wonderful way. And, with space travel, with massive scientific advancements, a world becoming more and more understood as an autonomous, living organism.

It seemed just too easy to attribute anything you didn’t know or couldn’t control to an unknown, unseen imaginary character. And then spend time actually praying into the unknown, when you could be kicking a football. Me and God parted ways at that point. Because there seemed no quid pro quo. You have to invest time and energy and effort into prayer and in return… your grandad died when he was 54. You learned of atrocities in war. Of the holocaust. Basically, shit happened. Loads of shit. And thus my proto-definition of ‘ominipotent and omniscient’ was the same as that of ‘total indifference’. I couldn’t see the point of having a God who could do ANYTHING!!! but chose to do nothing. Well, not so much ‘having’ a God like that, we don’t get to choose nor vote, but more, bothering with Him. Or Her.

And then Covid happened. In case you missed that. Epidemic? This year?? Like, all of it? Shitstorm?? Anyway, it happened. And once again, all the praying in the world produced less of a positive result than a £2.99 bottle of hand sanitiser. In fact, praying proved to be a massive problem. As the ‘true believers’, confident that they would be protected, by the same God who ‘protected’ them during the Holocaust, the Spanish Inquisition, the partition of India, Vietnam… that God, would protect them now. So they gathered, in the face of instruction, advice and finally directives, not to. And guess what? They got ill in disproportionate numbers, they died in droves, they suffered almost worst than the rest of us.

Leaving me with only one possible conclusion. God actually hates us.

The God I once believed in had a long white beard. And a yarmulke. Even though humans have to wear such a thing ‘in the presence of God’, so I can see the problem there. But ‘my’ God was old and he was Jewish. Spoke Yiddish. With a Polish accent. Like my grandmother. Was wise. And funny. He was actually Jackie Mason with a stick-on beard. Because that God ‘created us in his own image’. But which one of us? Was this God, like LGBTQIA (yeah, its been extended along with Tier 4 restrictions), or just, like, men and women? Men AND women?

And as atheists are fairly boring, particularly the Richard Hawkins type, evangelical ones, my new year’s resolution is to join a devil-worship cult and see what they have to say. See if they can get me a vaccination more quickly. Might take Joey and Lila with too.

Happy New Year to one and all,

May your test results remain negative and your masks stop fogging up your fucking specs.

A xxxx

We’ve come a long way towards equality. And if you think that talking about ‘glass ceilings’ or women’s rights shouldn’t even be necessary in 2020, almost ‘21!!!, then think again. And think about Loujain al Hathioul. Who I’m sure is never far from your thoughts anyway. She’s the young Saudi woman who protested that women should be allowed to drive in that most unenlightened of countries. And has now been sentenced to 5 years in prison. By a ‘terrorism court’. Because Saudi is a seriously fucked-up place? Or because anything that upsets the status quo could be defined as terrorism? Along with speaking, thinking or (if you’re a woman), breathing improperly.

And its nothing 3rd worldy, Saudi is one of the most disgustedly and horrendously rich countries on the planet. It’s not about poverty causing a lack of understanding. No. It’s about God.

The last bastions of female repression and absolute patriarchal dominance all have one thing in common. God. The more religious the country (or state or community), the more restricted and male dominant they are. And it doesn’t really matter which religion. Yes, Islam is a prime example, in all the ‘religious states’, where restrictions on females is just their ‘way of life’. But the Hindus don’t do too well either, with virtually no one ever prosecuted for rape in India, even though its horribly common.

The Jewish religion is inadequately represented in terms of countries, as we only have one and it is passionately sectarian, with just a bit of lip-service to the extremists to try and garner their votes. Thus Israel has laws about equality and its a free and equal society. Yet the extremists within it remain mired in the old, biblical ways and thus live according to those rules in their isolated communities where women are indeed treated as goods, chattels and possessions of their menfolk. All you have to do is grow a beard and they ‘give’ you a woman.

And I’m gonna guess that the Bible was written by a man. Hence the views held and proposed within it are not exactly ‘woke’.

Christianity seems on the surface to move with the times a little more comfortably (in that it moves at all). Maybe because Jesus was a model of cool and tolerant understanding, or maybe because modernism sells, puts more bums on seats and their marketing dudes have more flexibility. I don’t wish to sound too cynical. Even though I am, and passionately so.

The answer is simple; we have to take God out of the equation. He (or, dare I say, ‘She’) seems to be the single most destructive force for progress for about half the world, which is mired in His/Her way and thus adheres to the views which keep the men who make all the rules, in charge.

Well I’m glad that’s sorted then. What time’s the football start? Mel? MELLLLL???? Where’s my tea and slippers????

Happy Tuesday

A xxxx

I think its time to lock the country down. The new variants have impacted massively on the country, on the NHS, on the very fabric of our lives. Quite like the old variants, or ‘the original’ (hard to become nostalgic about a virus) as it will be known, but more… variable.

And we need to start with football. Shut it down. Stop it. End the season. BUT, and here’s the key bit for the health and safety of the ENTIRE FUCKING NATION, we need to backdate that season’s end by four weeks. Which was BEFORE the new corona-variant took hold. And, coincidentally, when Spurs were top of the league. So the season ended, officially, on November 29th. That’s it. Where’s the trophy?

Other than that… possible? scenario, Spurs have gone, in two long weeks, from top of the tree, down to 8th and are now resting, rather uncomfortably, in 6th place, amid the melee of wannabe teams vying for some kind of glory. Which, by rights, is OURS.

Our season didn’t degenerate to shit yesterday evening. It’s been a work in progress. And really, the only people to blame are Harry Kane and Son Heung-min.

Because when those two are are on song, no-one can stop them. We can deploy the Morinho-method. Which is the famed 9-1 formation. Nine at the back, one of which is allowed to ‘break’ so the ‘1’ has someone to play with. And if the ‘breaker’ and the ‘1’ are in purple patches, it actually becomes a viable method of winning games. No-one can get past you and you score on the break. Every time. Or, rather, both times.

But if Harry and Sonny are having not such a great time, the entire edifice collapses. And all you’re left with a team who have no fucking clue how to attack when not ‘on the break’. Who amble up the pitch and just kind’a stall and go backwards again.

Years ago I was at Spurs (old WHLane), in the Upper West stand (cynics and miseries allowed only) and we scored in the 2nd minute. An old git (they’re all old gits there) behind me said “oooh, its too early to score, not happy about that…”

I thought at the time IS HE MAD??? It’s never too early to score. And yet, in the Morinho method, that becomes a valid comment. We scored early yesterday in the first minute. And immediately ran out of ideas. And though Wolves weren’t good, given sufficient chances, something’s gotta go in. And it fucking did.

My love affair with Jose is waning. Again. It’s very tempestuous.

Unhappy sodding Monday

A xxxx

So what happens you discover that one of your favourite EVERRRRR songs has been covered by one of your favourite artists EVERRRRR?? Could be tragic. Could be disappointment, or could be… just brilliant.

I spend a lot of time of YouTube. 5 minutes is too much, 72 straight hours not enough. And mainly playing ‘old shit’ because that’s where I’m stuck, musically, with very few exceptions. And the main exception is Taylor Swift. I don’t know why. I really don’t. ‘Schoolgirl pop’ and ‘relationship angst’ were never in my top list of genres. It maybe because I find her captivating to look at? It maybe because I find her immensely talented? Possibly because she is very witty and can laugh at herself? Whatever, I love her. Truly, madly, deeply.

I was cruising through some old favourites and playing American Girl by Tom Petty. Which I’ve loved… forever. And found a Taylor Swift cover. Old (relatively). When she was about 9. Ten years ago. I’m not good with dates. But its just a cover. Nothing silly, it doesn’t even have its own video!!! Just a good old homage to a fantastic song.

Which led me to another American girl, Stevie Nicks. Who, back in the day, I was truly, madly, deeply in lust with. Unfortunately as was every other man who’d ever seen her or heard that throaty, raspy vibrato (music term, not a sex toy, ya frikin perve). And the ‘forever’ image of Stevie really is wearing that top hat. So I had to watch ‘go your own way’ 17 times. Which is no hardship as its such an outstanding piece of music.

Although the version of Edge of Seventeen performed live (1980/81 I’m guessing) is just something else. No top hat, just Stevie letting rip.

I just read a book called ‘Daisy Jones and the Six’. Which is, allegedly, based on/ inspired by/ allegorical to, Stevie Nicks. It’s a ‘rockumentary’ but in book form. And is quite brilliant. If ya like that kind’a thing. Which I really do, hence loved the book, and Mel really doesn’t, hence she didn’t. It’s very Hollywood Hills in the 70s and although fictional, you feel like you know everyone mentioned. And it had me thinking of the Eagles. I have no idea how these things connect. Early Eagles. New Kid in Town. Take it Easy. When they were more country than rock but simple and honest and, quite honestly, brilliant. More fucking YouTube…

And whilst I’m there, I virtually never visit without a trip to Despacito, the original Luis Fonsi version. Which is the most brilliant, most fun, most sensual, most wildly amazing video ever.

But I suggest you don’t visit any of these places. Really I don’t. You may never come out.

Happy Boxing Day

A xxxx

Jesus died to save me. According to some random man who told me just that as he walked past me outside Lords Cricket ground one evening. Just kind’a ‘en passant’. And it was a revelation! It changed my life! Three stars collided in the sky as he said it!! Oh, actually, a bus hit a lamp-post, but that’s almost the same thing! The miracle of St Johns Wood!!! And I was re-born! No more cynical bastard, no more atheistic unbeliever, no more swearing, no more struggling to comprehend Spurs’ place in the universe, no more shoes; its sandals only from now on; I’d found JESUSSSS!!!

But then I lost him again. One minute he was there, the next, nowhere be seen. (I may have exaggerated the ‘found Jesus’ bit, just a touch, artistic license.) And it wasn’t just the thought that at some point I may need to wear socks with my sandals that had me running away from the saviour I’d only just found. It’s the whole 9 yards. All of it. Just total bollocks. From the ‘virgin birth’ to the reincarnation, all the way to Life of Brian, just rubbish. I apologise if you’re a devout Christian, with or without the sandals, but that’s just how I feel about it. And about most of anyone’s and everyone’s religion. It’s like Brexit, you believe in it or you don’t. I’m only Jewish because I was born that way and they make the best chopped liver. If the 7th Day Adventists come up with a better recipe, then I’ll be one of them.

And at Christmas!!! What am I thinking???

Bad thoughts, that’s what I’m thinking. But not all bad. Can’t be all bad as I’m enjoying my second day off and have nine more to follow. And the weather’s lovely and we have a European trade deal, to end all deals! Which it probably will. We’ll have fallen foul of those horrible, dictatorial, inflexible Euros within a year. And then the ‘tariffs’ will arrive! You want a Renault (no idea why ya would, just anex-ample, innit), that’s well overpriced at 12 grand. But after the tariff, call it 51,000 even. Ok? Cos that leaves 39k to split between Merkel, Macron, Ursula Von der Leyen and Greece.

We have a ‘Canada Deal’. Not a Norway. Not even a Fiji or North Korea. Canada. Every polar bear we send them they give us three BMWs and a Camembert. It’s a good deal. If you like Camembert.

But if ‘the devil is in the details’ I think we’re all going to become satanists by the time we’re read the 2000 pages required to see which part of how many souls have been sold down the river. And by which side.

Happy Christmas to absolutely everyone. Even those of you I really don’t like.

A xxxx