Andy's Glasses

If the Guardian says ‘this is a blog’ and the Times says ‘this is a blog’ and even the Daily Mail says ‘this is a BLOG!!!!!’, then it probably is a blog. Unless you’re a supporter of Jeremy Corbyn, in which case; firstly, you need psychological help, and secondly, the press are involved in a campaign to conspire unfairly against things that aren’t blogs.

That is the gist of their main argument that Jeremy is not popular because of the media. Because they’re all calling him a total tosser. All of them. All the time. Which may mean, errr…, that he is in fact a tosser and the press are united in making a relatively simply observation, or it may mean that the media is involved in some campaign akin to Trump’s ‘fake news’ bollocks. If they’re not printing what you want to hear then discredit the speaker.

So let me just clarify this: Jeremy Corbyn is an awful and vile man with obsolete ideas based on failed political models. He, and his team, live on pathetic soundbytes like ‘making Britain great for EVERYONE; NOT JUST THE FEW’, whilst lacking any substance behind them. We’re gonna make it fair, but we’re not telling you how we’re gonna do it, and for God’s sake don’t ask me to do the sums. Especially Diane Abbott.

So Comrade Jeremy, and the exceedingly smooth, slimy and dangerous Comrade McDonnell, are just ‘a little disappointed’ with the local election results on Thursday. In which they, pretty much, lost everything they ever had and gained nothing new. Other than installing Andy Burnham as Mayor of All of Manchester (he’s welcome to it; take Liverpool too, for all I care). The man whose visions and policies change daily, depending on who he’s talking to, should do fine up there. 200 miles from me. Shame he didn’t stand in Newcastle. But the losses were just because ‘we weren’t getting our message across to enough people… because the media are unfair…’

And all this because I just can’t talk about football. Simply can’t. Too painful. Too distressing. Too horrible. Not that I retained any hope of winning the league, which I didn’t. But I just wanted to end the season on a big high. So this weekend I’m more interested in the bottom of the table. Sunderland have gone, Middlesboro’ (sorry Ali) have no hope so its all about Hull, who lost yesterday, ironically to Sunderland, and Swansea, who won yesterday.

And its about Lila, always Little Lila.

Happy Sunday

A xxxx

You know when you walk into a restaurant and they have those photos on the wall of the owner, normally some schmaltzy old Italian or Jewish guy with a big cigar and fat belly, shaking hands with the rich and the famous who have dined there. The ones who didn’t later sue for infectious diseases. The concept is particularly popular in America, especially in smaller, independent places and even diners. Because, believe it or not, the rich and famous eat hamburgers and hot dogs too. Obviously not Gwynnie and her ilk, they drink green slime and have their bodies pumped for toxins. The photos are a measure of success, a mark of acclamation. Look, if Robert De Niro/Barbara Windsor/Ian Paisley ate here and lived, how bad can it be?

I wonder if Prince Philip has a ‘wall of fame’. Not that he isn’t quite famous himself, but if he has a ‘wall’ at one of the Palaces with photos of everyone famous he’s shaken hands with, it must be a fucking massive wall. Everyone from Winston Churchill to Justin Bieber. From Harold Wilson to Bobby Moore. President Roosevelt to Woody Allen. He’s almost spanned the lot, from Queen Victoria to Victoria’s Secrets.

But now its over. He’s taking early retirement from public stuff (I can’t think how else to describe his actual job title). At 95 he wants a bit of a rest from the constant dressing up like a soldier/sailor/Lord High Executioner and put his feet up. Ride some horses. Bet on some horses. Doesn’t matter. He’s paid his dues. The Queen will carry on without him. Why, exactly, she chooses to do that when there’s about 600 lesser royals quite capable of cutting red ribbons I don’t know. She should retire too. Maybe travel a bit.

At the other end of the scale is Lila. Not quite ready to retire yet. Though she did have her first, official sleepover on Wednesday. Her daddy had to go away for the night so mummy and baby came to me. To help. To assist in stuff. And you think (because you’ve probably forgotten, or maybe never knew) how much time babies take up. Because the demands are constant. Not just for feeding, which are fairly constant. But in between. You can’t just let a baby sit there, even if she’s happy doing so. You have to ‘stimulate’, you have to ‘engage’, you have to… well, drive that baby mad with attention. So when (my)daughter/(her)mummy went for a shower in her 3.6 minutes of allotted ‘me-time’ for the day, Lila and I listened to some music. I chose Nirvana. She didn’t say ‘no’ when suggested, so we pranced round the kitchen to the jolly, tinkly sounds of Smells Like Teen Spirit. Lila loved it. Asked for some Black Sabbath. Sort of. Then sicked over her muslin.

And of course, the demands continue, even when she sleeps. So much to do. Like… like watching her sleep, staring at her for movements, just… just… anything.

I think I’m obsessed. Need some grounding. Spurs playing West Ham tonight. That might do it. Lila and I shall watch it together.

Happy Friday

A xxxx

I love a food fad. But I love chocolate more. And the best chocolate of all comes from Easter Eggs. I don’t know why, even after a concerted, concentrated, totally committed, 60 year study. And its a very scientific study too. Very controlled, all variables monitored, contingencies allowed for, statistics analysed minutely. This is what I do:

Every Easter when the eggs ‘come out’, I go to the supermarket and buy as many as I can carry. Its like Beaujolais Nouveau, or grouse or salmon fishing; very short seasons, gotta get in early. Then with my eggs I open one up and, very scientifically, stuff it into my face as fast as my fingers can carry it. Then I sit back, enjoy the moment, smile broadly, and open the next one.

Ok, I try to exert ‘control’ but its Easter Eggs, FFsake, they’re gone by… well, the end of Easter. When we once more visit the supermarket and buy all they have left. The two in the picture are the last survivors. If they were an endangered species they’d simply have no chance in my house. Well, the Thorntons one might live a bit longer but Cadburys? No chance.

But now those wonderful Danes have told me that its ok, that I’m fine to act like a total fucking pig around Easter Eggs, and in fact, around all other forms of chocolate too. Its fine to stab your children in the hands with kitchen knives for trying to take a piece, its ok to eat yourself sick. Its ‘a condition’. Bless those Danes. Underactive FGF21. And all that time I’d thought I was just an obnoxious, greedy bastard.

Fibroblast Growth Factor 21 is an enzyme released in the liver after eating sweet things to tell you ‘enough, already; ya fat git’. But they found that 20% of people simply don’t produce enough or any (I didn’t read it that carefully; once they got to the point where my horrendous behaviour around Easter Eggs was justified I just went straight to the sports pages). One in 5 have this ‘condition’ where we don’t shut off the need for sweet stuff. We can’t help it. Its science wot dunnit, innit? Not my fault.

Being cruel and heartless Danes they’ve played with this hormone in rats and monkeys and found they can manipulate the amount of sweet they crave. There again, how’s a rat going to open the box? I’m a human and sometimes I have to use an axe or chainsaw in my frantic panic to get in. Stupid bloody Scandinavians.

Anyway, me, hormones, underactive, over-achieving, hyper-whatever and great excuses. What was even weirder thought was that it had been assumed that these hormone deficient people, the 20% who eat 80% of the chocolate, would suffer greater incidence of obesity. But they don’t. In fact they found the opposite. The ‘no filters’ chokky eaters were less obese than those who really can have that mythical ‘just one square’.

I choose to interpret this data in an alternative manner. As is my right. That eating chocolate makes you lose weight. Keeps you thin, fit and toned. So cancel your gym membership today and spend that totally wasted 100 quid a month on more chocolate. You’ll thank me for it tomorrow.

Happy Wednesday

A (with a ‘condition) xxxx

We’re leaving ‘Europe’. An island once more, we shall be. Rule Britannia. Lock the doors, shore up the… errr… shores and leave us the fuck alone!!!! Except when it comes to trade, of course. Then we need to peddle our baubles and trinkets to other countries. Oh, and fruit picking, potato harvesting, we like to get foreigners to do all that dirty stuff. Mainly because English ‘workers’, devoted to the words of Jeremy Corbyn, don’t actually want to ‘work’, as such, more to just… kind’a… take money from other people in the form of taxes and go back to the pub.

But we’ll get a ‘trade deal’. Though Europe isn’t prepared to discuss one, that is the remaining 27 member states of the Union, until we do 2 things. Firstly we need to secure the future of the millions of European people currently living here. Not kick them out. Promise. And secondly, we have to pay Europe about 50 billion quid. That we suddenly, apparently, ‘owe’ them. Then we can discuss ‘trade deals’ and Euro stuff. Its not a ‘penalty’, its just what we ‘owe’ them. Settling the canteen bill. Nigel Farage’s bar tab. That kind’a thing.

Surely the money owed, which is questionable at least, and the plight of our vast army of Euro settlers who are here, represent part of the negotiation, no? I mean, you kind’a wanna discuss the whole thing as a package. This is what we want, here is what we offer. Make a couple of lists. But that’s been met with a solid ‘NON!!!’ by the Euros who count. Sort out the ‘debt’ and the workers’ rights to stay, then we’ll negotiate on trade and other shit.

And there’s 27 of the fuckers. All with the right of veto. All with their own agendas, as well as collective ones and several corroborative little ones. Plus the bosses. The Euro heads, the Junkers and his ilk. Noted Anglophobes all and chronically resentful of our departure. And I realised, watching that man leave his dinner wiv T’reeza the other night, that its simply never ever going to happen. Us and Europe; its over.

Whereas the Spurs/Arsenal match is never over. Not for me. And its not the actual game that I love, so I’ve only watched the hilights twice now, but the pundits. Thierry Henry on Sky and Ian Wright on the BBC, in particular. Squirming. Flattering in their praise of Spurs. Devastated by the rag-tag army of flops and failures that now, not so proudly, wear ‘their’ shirt. But heh, I won’t gloat, I won’t be smug or conceited… even though its definitely fun. I’ll be gentle in victory.

COME ON YOU SPU-URSSSSSS!!!!!

Happy Monday

A xxxx

The problem is mainly that Spurs, currently, are very very good.
So much so that my confidence raised more than it perhaps should
We’ve beaten them all, the good and the bad,
particularly at the Lane where they’ve all left rather sad
But this was Arsenal, this was not the norm,
upon this match stood mocking, derision and scorn.

So yesterday, match day, at just about mid-afternoon time
I did what every real, true Spurs fan and devotee would find just fine.
I went to the Tate Britain, the David Hockney exhibition to see
(Booked months ago, in advance, absolutely nothing to do with me.)
Because I’m so cultured and genteel and a total arthouse dude
I wandered round staring at the pics, predominantly of men in the nude.

“Oh, that’s his first California period” I pretentiously would exclaim,
“wonderfully vivid colours”, whilst staring on my phone at the game.
Yet I needed not to watch it, really needed the distraction
Because its just too unsettling to get anywhere near the action.
Instead I decided, in my unselfishly devoted state,
to place my trust in Lila, who has never let us down, of late.

For Arsenal, meanwhile, a crunch game this would have to be
Their entire season in a mess, their future no-one can see
They had to beat the auld enemy, had to thrash them good and sound
Or face the grim reality that indeed new players and new manager, should be found.
So with passions higher than high, emotions ready to be dashed,
I was poncing round the fucking Tate looking at ‘a Bigger Splash’.

I needn’t have worried, shouldn’t have given a care
As Arsenal’s many frailties were repeatedly laid quite bare.
Spurs, on the other hand, were simply, magnificently, in every department too strong
The Arse couldn’t cope, couldn’t score, couldn’t stop us, got it all wrong.
And in doing so, for the first time in 23 horrible, long, hard years
We will finish the league above them, which brings me to copious tears.

So as I sob my way through the aftermath, the celebration, the hope, the joy
It takes me back to the glory days when I was merely a boy.
Because on this most important day, essential match and game
Tottenham were victorious, no matter who you choose to blame.
For me, for Lila, for all the loyal fans; Tottenham Hotspur won
Making it a bad day for Jeremy Corbyn, Osama bin Laden and (probably) Atilla the fucking Hun.

Happiest Monday Ever

A xxxx

Do you ever watch Jules Holland? You should do. Its the safe way to keep up with music. Safe because Jules is pretty old and therefore shares my value system when it comes to what sounds good. He’s also funny, likeable, rather charming and the most brilliant pianist of his, or many other generations. And he plucks unknown superstars out of the ether and simply ‘makes them’. So many wonderful artists achieved their ‘break’ on his show. He has a knack for finding brilliance and show-casing it. As you would if you had your own tv show that’s run for 20 years and must be the most widely respected of its kind in the whole wide world.

He does pop. He was pop. With Squeeze, back in the day. But his heart is in the Blues, in jazz and he’s no stranger to both rock and roll. I first saw Taylor Swift on Jules show. When she was about 9. Ok, 18-ish but ‘young’. Very young. KT Tunstall exploded onto the music scene on Jules show too as have so many others. And he does country music and a capello music and heavy metal and punk and ragtime and hip-hop and (on last Friday) tribal music from the Faroe Islands.

He also had Jain. New French bird. Bit like the last one, Christina and the Queens, in that she’s more ‘performance artist’ than ‘merely’ a singer. And talented. Not sure about her music, whereas Christina’s is brilliant, but the total effect is somewhat unique and unusual. I loved the whole Bowie thing, back yonder, the physical artistry of producing music. Same with Talking Heads and Velvet Underground. Art-school makes music. Brilliant music.

Then on Friday night there came a band called ‘The Amazon’. Not ‘the AmazonSs’ then they’d have been gels. These were boys. Even though they had long hair. The long hair was because they woz ‘heavy’, man. And metal. And FUCKING LOUD. Yet they produced a neat, tight sound that merged rock with something a bit more jazz-ish. But what made it for me was the drums. I love heavy rock drums. And they simply have to be played by fat, long-haired geezers with beards using heavyweight drumsticks. Fantastic sounds. As soon as Mel looks up from her Su Doku and says: ‘I don’t like this much’, I just know its gonna be great. And loud.

All this as a distraction. From the main event of the day, the weekend, the year, the season, THE LIFETIME!!!! Spurs playing Arsenal this afternoon. Biggest match of all time, EVERRRRRR. ‘6 points’ barely covers the pre-match warm-up. I’m feeling confident but hysterical. Shitting myself in a really positive way. Seriously conflicted. Seriously. Need help.

Happy Sunday… or will it be?

A xxxx

The problem with religions is that the more obsessive they are, the more preachy, the more holier-than-thou, the more… basically, up their own arses, that they are, the more stupid it all seems when it goes wrong.

When I see, on a tube train, f’rsinstance, a ‘black hat’ Jewish dude, all beard and dangling bits and stuff, reading his little prayerbook (they’re always reading their little prayer book, rarely 50 Shades of Grey or Brave New World), and an old/pregnant/wobbly person gets on, I always think they should be the first to stand up and offer their seat. But they never are. And there, in a nutshell, sums up the problem with all religions at that level of observance: too busy praying to be a good and decent person.

Which is so arse-about-face to be laughable. Religion started as the foundation of the moral code. In times when it was cool to shag your mates wife, kill your brother cos he didn’t pay you back 6 beads and some fire-water, steal anything you wanted just cos you had the biggest stick to hit people with. Mankind needed rules and guidelines, so an abstract concept, called ‘God’ was invented to back those rules up. ‘Thou shalt not kill’ is only so useful as a guideline. Whereas ‘if you fucking kill you will burn in the fires of hell for eternity and all your family will die in pain and suffering’ is more potent. So you need God. As an ‘enforcer’. Even though he never enforces.

Also, if outwardly religious people act in unpleasant or evil ways, those actions are judged as part of that religion. ‘That Jew didn’t stand up for a pregnant woman’. ‘That Muslim beheaded a journalist’. So those who are outwardly, visibly, emphatically of any particular faith must accept that responsibility that they are representing that faith in the eyes of the world.

But at some point the religion overtook the morality. It became the End rather than the means. Otherwise how could you ever explain ‘holy wars?. Which breach every single ‘God given’ commandment, other than sloth. Which happens to be my favourite deadly sin.

On a bleak and desolate Hebridean Island, they run the place strictly according to the Free Church of Scotland. Its like a little Sharia state for Presbyterians. And it was ‘run’ pretty much by its Reverend. Who was basically shagging 7 different women over about 20 years, whilst being the ‘happily married’ head of morality on the Island. Which, due to the strictness of his church, had no sunday trading whatsoever and even refused to open the public swimming pool on that day, despite outcry from locals. Can’t do that, not Godly. Sabbath must be observed. Morality is everything. Except when you’re shagging someone you shouldn’t. Then its ok.

The reverend killed himself. Which is a shame. Though the shame really is that he bothered pretending to be a religious man. If he’d pretended to be a French politician he’d be a hero and probably still alive today.

I’m ok with religion being there, I just don’t need to play.

Happy Friday, or Good Shabbas, as we say

A xxxx

I was more worried about last night’s match than anything. More than North Korean nuclear threats, more than Trump’s need of subtlety in his life, more than Jeremy Corbyn becoming Prime Minister.

Because ‘doing a Spurs’ is all about collapsing. All about showing promise and glory up to a point, only to see the carpet ripped out from under our prematurely dancing feet. It used to happen in matches, it certainly happened over seasons. Most notably last season when the draw with Chelsea, as well as reaching Tarantino levels of violence by our normally calm and placid players, was the declaration of ‘over’. It crumbled after that. A switch had turned. The minds went. You don’t become your own metaphor by not sticking to type.

So last night. We went to Crystal Palace. The team simply must have been in a bad place after Saturday’s match at Wembley. Not physically, this team is super-fit and super-strong. And young enough to play on. But its in the minds that games are won and lost. Always in the minds. Ok, a little skill, a bit of luck maybe, but minds are so much more fragile, more susceptible to doubt and trouble.

This is the wonder of Mauricio Pochettino. Because he took his team from the cup defeat and somehow gave them back the belief in themselves that they needed. Ok, it wasn’t a spectacular performance like we’ve seen of late, but against an Allardyce team you know what you’re gonna get. Yet they stuck with it. Kept banging on the door, albeit in a slightly more subdued manner than the flowing, flying performances against Watford, Bournemouth, Swansea.

It took 78 minutes for Spurs to find an opening. And the sublime Christian Eriksen took his chance so sweetly. The league’s top goal-creator did it himself from 30 yards out.

WHAT A FUCKING RELIEF!!!!!

I was out. Came home and watched the 7 minutes of extra time. In a bit of a panic, a little nervy, ok, in a complete flap. Though I knew Lila was watching and that gave me the confidence to go on. We still haven’t lost a league match since her birth. And last night she did her magic once again, even though she was looking the other way. We didn’t have her last year.

Bring on the Arse. I’m normally really worried about ‘north London derbies’ but feel (probably stupidly) excited about this one.

We have a great team. We have a fantastic manager and wonderful attitude. We have Lila.

Happy Thursday

A xxxx

So Tim Fallon, leader of the Liberal Democrats, was finally nailed down regarding his dilemma. He’s ‘pro-gay’ and yet has repeatedly refused to answer the question as to whether gay sex is a ‘sin’. According to his ‘devout’ views. And yesterday he said it wasn’t. Bollox to God, bollox to the bible, he’s happy with gay sex. Oh… err… hmmm… for others, obviously. Were he to engage in such an activity himself he’d burn forever in the fires of hell. Which is again ironic when you consider the track record of priests. But heh; I’m no Christian, so what do I know? I’m sure that liberal leaning gays are relieved at his words. And I hope Tim can find his peace with that. Without any unwarranted and quite frankly nasty accusations of total hypocrisy.

So from the frying pan of hell to the fires of eternal damnation as his party then announced that David Ward was to stand as one of its candidates in the upcoming election. Who? Oh, let me remind you. The former Liberal MP for Bradford East was warned, suspended and then almost banned from the Party for antisemitic views and comments. Said if ‘he lived in Gaza he’d fire rockets at Israel’. That was one of the nicer things he said. He also stated that ‘all terrorist attacks in the UK stem from our foreign policy’. And, desperate for bodies to line up for the election, the Libs have seriously scraped the bottom of the proverbial barrel with this one. But so many of their people are making silly excuses (I’m buying a house, can’t stand this time) and ridiculous reasons (Oh, sorry, election called at such short notice, I’m busy that day) they’re desperate to find people eager and willing to lose the election for them.

And on top of that; Chelsea won last night. I have no real hopes of winning the league anyway this year, but wouldn’t it be… couldn’t they just… maybe if only…

Not gonna happen. Instead we’re being constantly threatened with losing our players. Kyle Walker, the best right back in the country, is on the wish-list of both the Manchesters. As is his left-side running mate, Danny Rose. Dele Alli is wanted by everybody from Madrid to China. Harry Kane is always in the sights of every other club. But we don’t sell our best players. Only when we have to. Or want to. Or just can’t keep hold of them. Otherwise, to all those horrible, destabilising, rumouring, evil clubs and reporters out there: FUCK OFF AND LEAVE SPURS ALONE; WE STILL HAVE A SEASON TO FINISH. Tonight at Selhurst Park, in fact. I would go but I can’t find South London and I have a dinner.

Happy Wednesday

A xxxx

Although the proper ‘election campaigning’ can’t start until the Parliamentary session is officially ended, it does kind’a look like its begun already, with all the big players, and Jeremy Corbyn, even Paul Nuttall, getting out and about and… well, basically, talking bollocks all over the country.

Theresa May exudes confidence. She’s like the headmistress of a school that’s totally, sometimes brutally, under control and neat and tidy and just leave it all to her and we’ll be fine. The kids are doing great. Even though a lot of them don’t feel very great most of the time. You’re safe in my hands, she purrs, threateningly.

Whereas Jeremy Corbyn has another agenda. Give us more bank holidays. Not one, not two, but FOUR extra days off a year! For ‘his’ trade unionists who average 72 days paid holiday per annum. His economic understanding is ‘feeble’ at the best of times, based on a model of ‘pouring money that you don’t have down a big drain’. Never mind, the ‘rich’ are rich, they can pay for it. And think what we’ll save getting rid of nuclear bombs (which he’s still keen to do) and also MI5. I mean who needs military intelligence? Not like the world’s dangerous or anything.

Paul Nuttall, UKIP’s leader probably won’t stand for parliament himself. Or he might just say he’s won a seat when he hasn’t. He does that sort of thing. Claims he can ‘be more effective by not being actually in parliament’. Depends how one defines ‘effective’, I reckon. But leaving Europe has left his party with nothing to say. Because the ‘phase 2’ for UKIP can only be sorting out immigration from within our shores, as the main input has been plugged. So he’s worked out an ‘integration agenda’ for Muslims. They need to dress proper, talk English, possibly start getting drunk more, you know: ‘IN-TEG-RATE’. Basically: be more like us or fuck off. Reasonable.

My biggest worry though is Tim Fallon. The leader of the Liberals. Remember them; big in D’Israeli’s day, then kind’a slumped other than the terrible Coalition with Cameron, now reduced to near nothing and led by the smiling Christian. Which is what worries me. And a lot of Liberals too. Because Timbo is ‘devout’. Which is why he smiles so much; Jesus is with him. So he inevitably has views about, f’rinstance, gays, which are not strictly ‘liberal’. Even though he always makes sure, smilingly, to say the right thing. Once the word ‘devout’ (other than in relation to football or any other really worthy cause) is invoked, that’s when I leave the building. Yet as its only the Liberals its not going to make a massive difference one way or the other.

Everything to play for. Bit like Newcastle last night. The ‘bounce back’. Well done them. Not easy to do that, yet they did.

Happy Tuesday

A xxxx